our highs are amazing but our lows are psychotic and miserable. and it’s to the point that I’m not sure it’s even healthy enough to continue. you don’t make me as happy as you used to. I don’t feel as special as I used to. you’re so much more selfish. I trust you way less which is the cause of all this. you’ve made me insecure and psycho- I know I am, but I can’t really change that because I honestly don’t know how to trust you because I just feel like you’re so damn sketchy. I wish you would go out of your way to make me happy and make me feel like you show me off to your friends. but I don’t ever get that anymore. we bring out the absolute worst in each other and I can’t handle it anymore. it’s so unhealthy I do not know what to do. I love you with all of my heart but this is breaking me. I’m getting pushed so far away you don’t even know. please do something to prove to me that I’m all wrong.