our highs are amazing but our lows are psychotic and miserable. and it’s to the point that I’m not sure it’s even healthy enough to continue. you don’t make me as happy as you used to. I don’t feel as special as I used to. you’re so much more selfish. I trust you way less which is the cause of all this. you’ve made me insecure and psycho- I know I am, but I can’t really change that because I honestly don’t know how to trust you because I just feel like you’re so damn sketchy. I wish you would go out of your way to make me happy and make me feel like you show me off to your friends. but I don’t ever get that anymore. we bring out the absolute worst in each other and I can’t handle it anymore. it’s so unhealthy I do not know what to do. I love you with all of my heart but this is breaking me. I’m getting pushed so far away you don’t even know. please do something to prove to me that I’m all wrong.
is seeing the one you love walk out of your life. losing your best friend and the only person in the world you could really count on for anything.
It’s really weird thinking about how every person you walk by has a name and a personality and a group of friends you’ll never know and a messed up family or an awesome family or that they’re in love or that they’re depressed or are having the best or worst day of their life. There are a lot of people around and I’ll hardly know any of them.
(via justagirlinpearls)
“I wish everyday could be Halloween. We could all wear masks all the time. Then we could walk around and get to know each other before we got to see what we looked like under the masks”
omg i have to see this movie. THIS IS MY FUCKING LIFE. I KID YOU NOT ALL I DO EVERYDAY IS ANALYZE STUPID FUCKING SHIT AND JUST THINK AND STICK TO MYSELF
(Source: my--teen--quote, via beautifuldisas-ter)
I hope someday you’ll understand
I’m always gonna love you
I promise you, I promise
I’m always thinking of you
I promise, I promise you
